Here (In Your Arms)

Here (In Your Arms) by Hellogoodbye has to be one of the cutest songs ever. =D

I still miss Alcuin and Delaunay.

Dearly Beloved

Spoilers. Major spoilers. So if you haven't read Kushiel's Dart but intend to, please do not read this.

28 May 2007

In Loving Memory of Anafiel Delaunay and Alcuin nó Delaunay

The loss of brilliance, innocence and beauty is mourned

Their existence is forever etched in the hearts of those who knew them

I'm sorry for the Very Bad eulogy, but that's all my traumatised brain can think of for the moment. This is for Guy too, but I don't remember the exact date. Jacqueline Carey, I hate you. The content above is self explanatory. Jacqueline Carey, I love you. For writing one of the best damn stories I've read lately. For making me feel more depressed about characters I've known for half a book than Akkarin, whom I knew for three books. Dammit.

DAMMIT

BLOODY HELL BLOODY HELL BLOODY HELL BLOODY HELL BLOODY HELL BLOODY HELL BLOODY HELL BLOODY HELL BLOODY HELL BLOODY HELL BLOODY HELL BLOODY HELL BLOODY HELL BLOODY HELL BLOODY HELL BLOODY HELL BLOODY HELL BLOODY HELL BLOODY HELL I'M SORRY FOR ANYTHING I EVER SAID ABOUT YOU.

Rant. Long, Depressed Emo Kid Rant. Or Maybe Not So Emo.

I apologise in advance- sorry, but this is going to be a mostly incoherent, hyterical and depressed rant. And now, I proceed.

BLOODY BLOODY HELL WHY. I LOVE YOU ALCUIN, AND I LOVE YOU DELAUNAY, BUT WHAT ABOUT PHEDRE YOU CAN'T JUST DO THAT TO HER I NEVER EXPECTED SUCH BLANTANT FAVOURTISM ON YOUR PART DELAUNAY WHY I LOVE YOU AND ALCUIN MORE THAN PHEDRE BUT SHE'S THE MAIN CHARACTER CAN'T YOU JUST LOVE HER A LITTLE MORE THE BOTH OF YOU ARE SO GOOD FOR EACH OTHER BUT WHAT ABOUT PHEDRE WHY WHY WHYDAMMIT DELAUNAY I BLAME YOU MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE I KNOW ALCUIN NEEDS IT AND SO DO YOU BUT PHEDRE'S DEPRESSION IS CHANNELING TO ME AND WHY I WANT TO SLAM THE BOOK DOWN AND DAMN YOU ALL GO LEAD YOUR OWN TWISTED LIVES THAT MAKE ME SO DEPRESSED BUT I STILL LOVE YOU AND THUS I CANNOT.

Okay, back to the book.

The Day Before

Uh, okay. So it is the day before my Chinese O's, and here I am, fiddling around with my blog. Though I realised that there is nothing much to fiddle, as I cannot understand html, and therefore cannot make changes to my skin. Unlike my old blog, which had very nice instructions that told me to write what where. Oh well. As you can see, I am making an attempt to write Proper English. With capitals and everything. Makes for easier reading. Though I realised that my blog is very similar to Vicky's. Same skin, similar format. Heh. Imitation is the best form of flattery. (iloveyoutoo) Anyway, Little House by The Fray stuck in my head. And I want to continue Kushiel's Dart So Badly, but I must refrain, or I shall never be able to study after that. Trauma and all. (Especially if anything happens to Alcuin or Delaunay) Not that I've gotten any studying done, but hope springs eternal. And I also realise that my blog is hopelessly deserted, with a viewership of maybe one, so I am basically talking to myself. But that's okay, I am an egoist. Oh, was looking through my baby photos today. I was a pretty cute baby. =D Too bad it all evaporated over the years.

I can't wait for tomorrow morning to be over. Okay, so I know I might do really horribly, seeing as I've being wasting my weekend away instead of studying, but I just Really Really can't wait until it's over. Going to watch POTCAWE after that, with something like twelve other people. Reviews not very promising, but there's always Jack Sparrow (whom I believe will not disappoint) And after that, I will watch Prison Break (Michael Scofield!), read Kushiel's Dart, watch Ouran High, Heroes, and catch up on all that other stuff that I never got round to. And, um, study. *clears throat* Yes, studying is definitely my top priority. *COUGHnotCOUGH*

P.S- Pammie, read Kushiel's Dart. I don't think it's your kind of thing, but it's... interesting.